Most probably no one will ever come here again. And i think thats what I wanted most.

So! if you just passby, jus silently read and silently go bah. Cos i jus want to throw everything out here and dun giv a damn about it:P Sorry...

Since i last post in november which is like 5months have passed? Thats sooo long ago man! Damn lot of things happen!

I having a new job as a sales assistant in this shop named Mu. Things go pretty well, stuff over there is very friendly and the schedule is very flexible. Probably thats the reason why i go there even though the pay is quite low~

I got a role in dialect easter drama! as a theif=.= i think i really have a bad guy face. Everytime is either theif or bai jia zi! (rich kid that waste money) But i had alot of fun doing this stuff as im not myself on stage, but someone else. Sometimes, i really hope that I'm not weiming as everybody knows. I think not many people really noe me bah. hahaha~

Anw, back to the topic, my band went in to the semi finals in stardust2011! didnt even thought that we will get in. Hope we can get the first place to do more things for Him(=

School starting in less than a week time. Hope i can be in the same class as shawn and the lesson to be much interesting than last sem~~

Alright, enough for updates. Time for me to vomit the things out~~

Went to a blog page that i didnt go before. Initial feelings, excited, curious, thinking is there anything written about me or what not. After reading every post.... mix feelings?

Probably i'm kinda jealous bah. Why you can tell someone everything and not me? I thought we can share every burdens? Maybe i gave a wrong idea? I do want to know what is happening in your life, but if u dun keen to tell me, i won't force to know. But somehow or rather...i feel that i completely dun noe what is happening. My shoulder is for you to lie on, my presence is for you to cry your heart out when you are not happy. But instead of me, others is the one you seek.

Maybe this is how i see r/s? sharing your joy, sad, excitement, burdens and all.

I wonder have you get the hints that i gave you. I wonder do you know that I'm been very honest with you. i wonder...

Probably things have been very hectic this month, so many things going on and i'm down with sickness. How i wish there is a person to take care of me once in awhile. A person that i can hug to sleep. Talk to, listen to, laugh, cry. Future is very fuzzy, i cant see anymore. Because i know nuts of what u really feel.

Grab my hand if you need to, hug me if you feel like. if you are shy about this, i really have nothing to say.

At the very least, put some effort in this r/s, at least i can see it with my own eyes.

Right now, maybe i'm the one that putting in effort?? whats the point of getting my attention for months and now you have it, u hack care it?

I'm tired. I think i always say that. But this year i'm physically and mentally drain becos of this.

Jus be yourself in front of me. Like how i be my real self in front of you.

I really hope i didnt made the wrong choice.

Because is too late for me to make a U turn now.

Most probably no one will ever come here again. And i think thats what I wanted most.

So! if you just passby, jus silently read and silently go bah. Cos i jus want to throw everything out here and dun giv a damn about it:P Sorry...

Since i last post in november which is like 5months have passed? Thats sooo long ago man! Damn lot of things happen!

I having a new job as a sales assistant in this shop named Mu. Things go pretty well, stuff over there is very friendly and the schedule is very flexible. Probably thats the reason why i go there even though the pay is quite low~

I got a role in dialect easter drama! as a theif=.= i think i really have a bad guy face. Everytime is either theif or bai jia zi! (rich kid that waste money) But i had alot of fun doing this stuff as im not myself on stage, but someone else. Sometimes, i really hope that I'm not weiming as everybody knows. I think not many people really noe me bah. hahaha~

Anw, back to the topic, my band went in to the semi finals in stardust2011! didnt even thought that we will get in. Hope we can get the first place to do more things for Him(=

School starting in less than a week time. Hope i can be in the same class as shawn and the lesson to be much interesting than last sem~~

Alright, enough for updates. Time for me to vomit the things out~~

Went to a blog page that i didnt go before. Initial feelings, excited, curious, thinking is there anything written about me or what not. After reading every post.... mix feelings?

Probably i'm kinda jealous bah. Why you can tell someone everything and not me? I thought we can share every burdens? Maybe i gave a wrong idea? I do want to know what is happening in your life, but if u dun keen to tell me, i won't force to know. But somehow or rather...i feel that i completely dun noe what is happening. My shoulder is for you to lie on, my presence is for you to cry your heart out when you are not happy. But instead of me, others is the one you seek.

Maybe this is how i see r/s? sharing your joy, sad, excitement, burdens and all.

I wonder have you get the hints that i gave you. I wonder do you know that I'm been very honest with you. i wonder...

Probably things have been very hectic this month, so many things going on and i'm down with sickness. How i wish there is a person to take care of me once in awhile. A person that i can hug to sleep. Talk to, listen to, laugh, cry. Future is very fuzzy, i cant see anymore. Because i know nuts of what u really feel.

Grab my hand if you need to, hug me if you feel like. if you are shy about this, i really have nothing to say.

At the very least, put some effort in this r/s, at least i can see it with my own eyes.

Right now, maybe i'm the one that putting in effort?? whats the point of getting my attention for months and now you have it, u hack care it?

I'm tired. I think i always say that. But this year i'm physically and mentally drain becos of this.

Jus be yourself in front of me. Like how i be my real self in front of you.

I really hope i didnt made the wrong choice.

Because is too late for me to make a U turn now.